I don't know..

I am a confused girl who has no clue as what life is and what life will be from now on. Do I need help? Maybe yes maybe no.. I am starting to write my blog just in search of help, emotional help, help from from myself. I am one of those jobless idiots searching for the meaning of my meaningless life, searching for love, searching for happiness, searching for a future. I am so confused and lost that I forgot what I am searching for I forgot where I am heading. 

Writing a blog is not my prime interest none of my friends asked me to do that, I am not a creative writer, I do not read a lot I do not read at all, I do not write much all that I have ever written are those essays in my exam. I am not the most interesting person nor do I have an interesting story to tell the readers. I have not done anything extraordinary so far to brag about and I do not have any plans of doing any such thing to publish in my blog. 

I always believe that the best person who could judge one is oneself. I am not writing this blog to tell the world what I think or what I am going to do. This is a simple attempt to understand myself, to scribble something that comes spontaneously and later read it myself. This is blog from me to me. The explanation of my emotions to my brain. Hence decided to remain anonymous. 

If I succeed in this attempt I will be thankful to one person who inspired me. One person who made me think, one person who seems so perfect in my eyes. The one person about whom I'll probably be writing about later. I hope I take this attempt seriously and keep writing till I really get something out of it.